10 years old!
Wow! The child that made me a mother for the first time turned TEN a couple weeks ago. It is so very hard to believe and honestly, it's bittersweet. While we celebrate the fact that it's the day of her birth and want her to know she's loved, it is really hard to fathom that EK is 10. She doesn't act like a ten year old in many respects. She can't tell me what she wants or likes. She doesn't argue with me. She isn't able to dress herself, get herself a snack or use the restroom...things most take for granted. I don't know why birthdays hit me so hard, but they do. Each year, the gap between EK and her peers grows. How I wish we could at least figure out a way for her to communicate what is going on in that sweet mind of hers. I KNOW she has preferences. I would LOVE to find something she enjoys doing. I'm so glad Keith suggested horse therapy a few years ago. It makes me so happy that once a week she can ride. She loves being with her siblings too. W...